My talents exscape me
I cause my own blood
forgetting to breath
you cause my stumbles
but not in a troubled way
i forget how to act
am afraid to speak
all because I'm just being me
your disapointent means my failure
I try so hard
wanting to be your dream come true
not knowing, i already am
I bite my lip
a silly habit never broken
only made worse
i turn away
so you cant see my nervous smile
my bright red cheeks
and the fear in my eyes
quickly shut
too afraid you'll see
i feel like I'm not what i used to be
the strange thing is
love is causing my stumbles
and making them all the better
at the same time....
if it wasn't for what was causing my fears
i would never be able to survive.